Mood: melancholy
Finally I found a website that sold a copy of music of S’s band. Too late. They’d sold out and there aren’t many copies in existence. I should have done a more thorough search when I found out one existed over a year ago. S had promised to send me one, but he never [...]
Archive for September, 2005
Feeling sad and lonely
Posted in melancholy, tagged music on 29 September, 2005 | Leave a Comment »
Missing
Posted in melancholy on 28 September, 2005 | Leave a Comment »
I miss S terribly.
This morning I happened across a letter he wrote… I paused… stopped what I was doing and picked it up. I didn’t open it. It was enough just to touch it, to hold it. I knew the contents – how many times have I read it? I had a moment of overwhelming [...]
Tired
Posted in work, tagged fatigue on 26 September, 2005 | Leave a Comment »
It was an effort to move this morning. Pouring with rain and I could have done with a bit of extra sleep. My brain was on slow-mo’ at work. Bit of coffee seemed to help but exhausted by the time I got home.
I have a proposal to write with a tight deadline. Dammit.
Too tired [...]
What a weekend
Posted in visits on 25 September, 2005 | Leave a Comment »
Two days is never enough of a break from work. It barely gives you time to catch up with chores let alone relax or engage in something else.
I went along to Dave’s yesterday. The wind was cold so we were crammed into his little house for eats and sundry DVD/video watching, CD listening and some [...]
Just sometimes
Posted in work on 22 September, 2005 | Leave a Comment »
I despise work. The people who work there are a temperamental lot. It can be all laughs and fun one day and sarcasm and ill-temper the next. It’s at the sarcasm – haha (point finger) stage at the moment which I find despicable. Mocking your co-workers and thinking it’s funny shows a total lack of [...]
Limbo land
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged chatting, friendship, online on 20 September, 2005 | Leave a Comment »
You know, the land of waiting. Waiting for that moment you dread, after which you can relax. It may not be that bad but I hate having things hang over me. So I’m looking forward to Thursday (post Wednesday!) and particularly the weekend. Spending the weekend at Dave’s, which should be fun. And the forecast [...]
Drifting
Posted in home, tagged music, relaxation on 19 September, 2005 | Leave a Comment »
There’s nothing quite like a cup of coffee, pleasant music and sheltering from a cold, windy day outside, cat curled up beside you.Close my eyes and drift away - reflect, regret, celebrate, mourn. Music can bring all these emotions to the surface.I have to venture out into the cold wind – not looking forward to it. [...]
