You know, the land of waiting. Waiting for that moment you dread, after which you can relax. It may not be that bad but I hate having things hang over me. So I’m looking forward to Thursday (post Wednesday!) and particularly the weekend. Spending the weekend at Dave’s, which should be fun. And the forecast is fine.Was tired last night. Was just about to sign out online when I saw Trev. Haven’t seen him in ages and would have liked to have said hello, but didn’t think it fair to say ‘hi’ followed by ‘sorry I’m tired, bye’. I resisted the urge to send a message. Hopefully I’ll see him online again soon. I miss chatting to people online. They’ve all found a real life, or just don’t go online so much. So there is hope, I think, for net addicts. I used to chat frequently, sometimes for hours at a time. These days I barely go on for more than half an hour and certainly not every night. Too busy for one thing. And the friends I had are not there.It’s quite sad, having made some good friends online, to lose touch with them. It’s inevitable, I guess, as real life takes over. Don’t really like the term ‘real life’ although I guess it’s the only proper description. But the ‘real’ implies that online friendships and conversations are not real. But they are – very much so. They involve the most important part of you – your mind and emotions. There may not be the physical feedback, but you become involved nevertheless.Rambled enough. Still feeling a little tired and I still need to prep for tomorrow.
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